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I have no metaphor for my life right now.


That doesn't seem like it should be important but as I keep coming back to it, it must be.

I feel like I'm not relating to the world around me very well. Things inside are moving at a different pace than outside and reconciling the two has become an exhausting enterprise. At this point I'm not sure what is helping and what is enabling.

So I am sitting in my bath tub, under nurses orders to try relieving the pain, trying not to put weight on anything that will further inflame my nerve and struggling not to think about the last time it hurt this bad and I sat in this tub.